I have a lot of posts in my Drafts that I’ve both finished and haven’t finished. There are some posts that I “needed” to post like a YoV recap of November and even for December, but I think I will write and not post. I’m actually going to discontinue this blog. It falls in line with the transformation I’ve undergone this year as well as last year, too. I’ve felt and seen myself come together—all the pieces—and grow beyond the pain of feeling disconnected from who I am, what I believe in, what I stand for. I’ve seen that life could be better if I only went after it, instead of hoping and wishing and watching others enjoy it.

2012 is ending and I’m kind of sad that it is. Not because my journey is over but because this chapter is at its end. I’ve decided to leave the love I’ve made and given here. I leave it with you. I’ve decided to leave my worries here as well. I’m in a better place and doing well for myself, far better than I expected. All the leaves blow away and become the earth, the ground on which I stand — a firm foot in the future.

To all the people that I haven’t seen eye-to-eye with in the past, it doesn’t matter anymore. My eyes are looking forward to my future and a bluebird of happiness. I wish you much happiness and peace in your life. That’s really all I’m after. This blog has helped tremendously. Thanks to those who read it and comment. I really appreciate it.

Also, no worries. This is not a total “peace out.” Treavioli and Endeavors as you know it are done for, but I’m not. Keep your eyes here and I’ll let you know where I’m moving to. In the meantime, have a great New Year’s Eve and New Year’s Day.